MY DARLING

Today, it's the first time my dear darling, I mean my elder daughter go travel without me. My parents-in-law brought her to their relatives hometown called tanjung urung to attend their nephew's wedding party. I begin to miss my darling, usually she likes to cling on me but I feel a little annoying because she will became a crying baby sometimes when with me and become a little naughty. She will come back home on next monday, ehmm...what is she doing right now? playing with her uncle or watching tv or colouring her book. I'm quite worried about her because she is ill just now when left home but I've fed her some fever relieve medicine, I'd like to prevent her to follow my parents-in-law but she is keen to go there since a few months ago and my father-in-law said never mind so we let her go. Hope that her fever has relieved and be fine soon. I wonder whether tonight she can sleep or not without me.

Huixin, mama love you!!!

ACHING

Ouchh...my body feel aching especially at my back, maybe too tired taking care of baby and working. I need more rest, anyway I've decided to resign, I'll work until March 2010. Maybe later will be bored at home but at least I can do what I want since I have lot of time, can rest more too otherwise I'm afraid I will fall ill. So far I still breast feeding my baby, it's nice because we can be closer to our baby.

NOT EASY

Taking care of baby is not easy, we must know their habit otherwise we will be stressed due to dunno what they want because all they know is crying, but gradually after we get used with them we will know what they want. All our time give to our child, sometimes we don't have our own time to do the thing that we like. Maybe this can be done when my children grown up later, at that time I and my husband already grow old hehehe

HELLO

Hello, it's been a long time not posting. Quite busy recently, taking care of my baby and working. And a little bit lazy hehehe

My baby is almost 4 months now, she is cute, she likes to smile when we talk to her. My elder daughter become quite naughty and mischievous, sometimes make me very angry but sometimes I will try to love her. Maybe she still jealous of her younger sister. Hope both of them will grow happily and quickly.

Mama love you, children.